So Many Tears歌词

[00:00.00]"So Many Tears"
[00:01.54]I shall not fear no man but God
[00:05.96]Though I walk through the valley of death
[00:08.72]I shed so many tears (if I should die before I wake)
[00:12.28]Please God walk with me (grab a ***** and take me to Heaven)
[00:19.01]Back in elementary, I thrived on misery
[00:23.02]Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin breed
[00:25.48]Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest
[00:27.74]until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest
[00:30.19]Tell me can you feel me? I'm not livin in the past, you wanna last
[00:33.67]Be tha first to blast, remember Kato
[00:36.43]No longer with us he's deceased
[00:38.15]Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets
[00:40.45]Now rest in peace
[00:41.76]Is there heaven for a G? Remember me
[00:43.92]So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears
[00:46.94]Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
[00:58.62]Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
[01:02.48]Now that I'm strugglin in this business, by any means
[01:04.09]Label me greedy gettin green, but seldom seen
[01:07.62]And **** the world cause I'm cursed, I'm havin visions
[01:09.11]of leavin here in a hearse, God can you feel me?
[01:13.08]Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain
[01:15.24]Show me some happiness again, I'm goin blind
[01:16.79]I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin well
[01:20.45]I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
[01:22.95]My life is in denial, and when I die,
[01:25.57]baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears
[01:30.34]Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
[01:40.74]Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
[01:43.95]Now I'm lost and I'm weary, so many tears
[01:46.37]I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
[01:48.53]My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer
[01:50.05]to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left
[01:54.14]There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest
[01:56.56]I'm barely standin, bout to go to pieces, screamin peace
[01:59.28]And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it
[02:01.79]I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free
[02:04.44]They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin the flame
[02:06.91]inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game
[02:09.37]No memories, just a misery
[02:11.38]Paintin a picture of my enemies killin me, in my sleep
[02:14.74]Will I survive til the mo'nin, to see the sun
[02:17.25]Please Lord forgive me for my sins, cause here I come...
[02:21.88]Lord, I suffered through the years (God) and shed so many tears..
[02:31.98]God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
[02:34.27]Lord knows I.. tried, been a witness to homicide
[02:38.18]Seen drivebys takin lives, little kids die
[02:40.85]Wonder why as I walk by
[02:42.91]Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin high
[02:45.87]This ain't the life for me, I wanna change
[02:48.54]But ain't no future right for me, I'm stuck in the game
[02:51.05]I'm trapped inside a maze
[02:52.77]See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy
[02:55.27]Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin babies
[02:57.92]so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady
[03:00.39]Don't trust my lady, cause she's a product of this poison
[03:03.11]I'm hearin noises, think she ****** all my boys, can't take no more
[03:06.66]I'm fallin to the floor beggin for the Lord to let me in
[03:09.98]to Heaven's door -- shed so many tears
[03:12.08](Dear God, please let me in)
[03:13.97]Lord, I've lost so many years, and shed so many tears..
[03:24.23]I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
[03:35.92]Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..
[03:43.75]God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
[03:50.45]..........by OG..........