HAPPY歌词

[00:00.00] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF
[00:06.40]Dear God please
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[00:10.62]Hear me out I know it's been a couple years
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[00:15.32]Since I've reached
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[00:19.67]Out and said hello I bet you're wondering
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[00:24.57]Why I keep
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[00:28.49]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
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[00:33.56]When I should be
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[00:37.84]Living life and soaking up the memories
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[00:42.34]I know I've been selfish I have
[00:46.74]No excuse to give you it's true
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[00:51.29]Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.71]I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
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[01:00.26]Living in my agony
[01:02.92]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
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[01:09.35]Care what anyone else thinks
[01:11.95]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
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[01:18.36]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
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[01:22.73]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
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[01:27.20]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
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[01:32.01]Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.67]Yeah been this way so long
[01:37.27]It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.43]I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.78]I got some baggage I ain't open yet
[01:44.02]I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.38]I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.49]I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
[01:50.81]Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:53.04]Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip
[01:55.35]Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips
[01:57.57]Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[01:59.87]Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes
[02:02.09]I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.51]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.76]Losing hope heading down a dangerous road
[02:09.03]Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm
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[02:12.71]Living in my agony
[02:15.45]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[02:20.66]
[02:21.73]Care what anyone else thinks
[02:24.31]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
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[02:30.81]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
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[02:35.23]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
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[02:39.73]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
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[02:44.55]Who I'd be if I was happy
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[02:50.28]Don't know what's around the bend
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[02:54.79]Don't know what my future is
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[02:59.16]But I can't keep on living in
[03:02.92]
[03:07.18]Living in my agony
[03:09.89]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[03:15.26]
[03:16.10]Care what anyone else thinks
[03:18.70]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
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[03:25.15]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
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[03:29.55]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
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[03:34.02]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
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[03:38.91]Who I'd be if I was happy
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[03:49.98]If I was happy
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[03:58.91]If I was happy