The Fear of Holding on歌词

作词 : Austin Dean
作曲 : Austin Dean
I’m tired, can’t think straight
I’m lying to my face in the broken mirror
what I want to see
I’ve lost sight of what’s apart of me
the feeling, the anxiety
my mind is running over me
I’m coasting, how it’s supposed to be
I’ve lost sight of what I want to be

I know I keep on coming back to the start of the page
I know that it’s bad for my health, and it makes me go insane
and every time I hesitate, I just can’t walk away
no, no, no
I know I keep on scaring myself every single night
I come back to the one who's gonna **** up every time
I try, I try
I try, I try
every night to walk away

Cause if you want me every single day
and I know I’m stuck, and you’re in-between the way
wanna push you aside, but you’re begging me to stay
when I’ve got the fear of holding on
part of me hoping you wanna stay
and every night you keep on getting in the way
but I get so stuck, you never wanna change your ways
when I’ve got the fear of holding on

You’re feeding on my hard to beats
You want me falling on my knees
You got me locked without a key
mixing up highs to feel complete
You’re riding on a sunken feat
so misplaced, that I’ll never reach
and now you watch me compete
I know that’s all I’ll ever be

You know I keep on coming back to the start of the page
You know that it’s bad for my health, and it makes me go insane
and every time I hesitate, I just can’t walk away
no, no, no
You know I keep on scaring myself every single night
And coming back to you I'm gonna **** up every time
And every night I hesitate, I gotta realize
I know, I know, I know, I know

Cause if you want me every single day
and I know I’m stuck, and you’re in-between the way
wanna push you aside, but you’re begging me to stay
when I’ve got the fear of holding on
part of me hoping you wanna stay
and every night you keep on getting in the way
but I get so stuck, you never wanna change your ways
when I’ve got the fear of holding on