Imposter (Extended Version)歌词

I'm an imposter
I say that I'm pretty
Until I feel it
Is it dishonest
Faking a feeling
I don't believe in

Constantly nauseous
I spent every evening
Trusted completely
Is that what you wanted
Me thinking I'm fearless
When really I wasn't

I don't want to spend my life
In front of a mirror
Tearing myself apart
So sick of the nights
I wasted time falling apart
I don't want to be that one
Always numb to the feeling
Thought I'd be fine by now
It's not like I haven't tried
Don't mind me
I'm just falling apart

Guess I'm an imposter
I act like I'm healed
But I'm hardly breathing
So who makes that call
Would someone be honest
I thought I was pretty
He said that I wasn't

I don't want to spend
My life in front of a mirror
Tearing myself apart
So sick of the nights
I wasted time falling apart
I don't want to be that one
Always numb to the feeling
Thought I'd be fine by now
It's not like I haven't tried
Don't mind me
I'm just falling apart

It's not pretty
(Would you think I was pretty?)
How I see it (I'm an imposter)
I'm an imposter (but you don't see)
It's speaking volumes now

I don't want to spend my life
In front of a mirror
Tearing myself apart
So sick of the nights
I wasted time falling apart
I don't want to be that one
Always numb to the feeling
Thought I'd be fine by now
It's not like I haven't tried
Don't mind me
I'm just falling apart

(Don't feel ready to talk
I'm not ready at all
I'll just stare at the floor
I'll just stare at the walls
Don't feel ready to talk
And I've said it before
I'm not ready at all)