Growing Sideways歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : Noah Kahan
[00:00.204] 作曲 : Noah Kahan
[00:00.409] So I took my medication
[00:02.916] And I poured my trauma out
[00:05.520] On some sad-eyed middle aged man's
[00:08.281] Over-priced new leather couch
[00:10.558]
[00:11.405] And we argued about Jesus
[00:13.899] Finally found some middle ground
[00:16.674] I said I'm cured
[00:20.172]
[00:21.480] And I've divvied up my anger
[00:24.596] Into thirty separate parts
[00:27.178] Keep the bad shit in my liver
[00:29.857] And the rest around my heart
[00:31.946]
[00:32.713] And I'm still angry at my parents
[00:35.398] For what their parents did to them
[00:37.906] But it's a start
[00:39.898]
[00:42.595] But I ignore things
[00:45.225] And I move sideways
[00:48.103] 'Till I forget what
[00:50.017] I felt in the first place
[00:52.726]
[00:53.574] At the end of the day
[00:55.117] I know there are worse ways
[00:58.532] To stay alive
[01:00.418]
[01:04.068] 'Cause everyone's growing
[01:06.766] And everyone's healthy
[01:09.646] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[01:13.870]
[01:15.007] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[01:20.198] I guess I'll drive
[01:25.540] I guess I'll drive
[01:27.513]
[01:31.821] So I forgot my medication
[01:34.629] Fell into a manic high
[01:37.233] Spent my savings at a Lulu
[01:40.119] Now I'm suffering in style
[01:42.228] Why is pain so damn impatient
[01:45.464] Ain't like it's got a place to be
[01:48.053] Keeps rushing me
[01:50.358]
[01:52.571] But I ignore things
[01:55.577] And I move sideways
[01:58.129] 'Till I forget what
[01:59.932] I felt in the first place
[02:02.524]
[02:03.293] At the end of the day
[02:05.360] I know there are worse ways
[02:08.758] To stay alive
[02:11.091]
[02:14.285] 'Cause everyone's growing
[02:16.692] And everyone's healthy
[02:19.778] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[02:23.945]
[02:25.144] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[02:30.157] I guess I'll drive
[02:32.290]
[02:35.865] And if all my life was wasted
[02:41.058] I don't mind I'll watch it go
[02:46.645] It's better to die numb than feel at all
[02:55.475]
[02:57.500] Oh, if all my time was wasted
[03:03.390] I don't mind I'll watch it go
[03:08.562] It's better to die numb than feel at all
[03:18.518]
[03:19.138] So I ignore things
[03:21.701] And I move sideways
[03:24.608] 'Till I forget what
[03:26.807] I felt in the first place
[03:28.950]
[03:29.925] At the end of the day
[03:31.828] I know there are worse ways
[03:34.945] To stay alive
[03:36.436]
[03:40.628] 'Cause everyone's growing
[03:43.329] And everyone's healthy
[03:45.772] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[03:50.166]
[03:51.401] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[03:56.645] I guess I'll drive
[04:01.996] I guess I'll drive