PTSD歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Nwosu Jr
[00:00.454] 作曲 : Daniel Nwosu Jr
[00:00.908]LexNour
[00:02.657]I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:07.906]I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:13.663]I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:19.161]I was walking home on a Sunday
[00:23.666]And I’m not looking back
[00:24.658]But I’m not looking forward to anything in my life ’cause it never liked me
[00:28.670]I can’t sleep ’cause I don’t know what’s inside me
[00:31.166]The devils demons haunt and do divide me
[00:36.912]And I think I’m over it
[00:41.112]So I won’t stop walking
[00:45.560]If told you the story bet you wouldn’t believe
[00:48.801]Not sure I should feel a sigh of relief
[00:51.805]He got them but he didn’t get me
[00:54.310]But for some odd reason I don’t feel free
[00:58.309]So now what
[01:00.815]This pain is too much
[01:03.559]The screams of the people make music in my head and listens to tough
[01:07.813]So I must
[01:09.310]Wipe my mind everything I saw in that church
[01:12.067]Suppress all these feelings even though that they hurt
[01:15.053]I don’t understand how you could let this happen God
[01:17.816]I wanna know why you even let that man on earth
[01:21.809]I believe that this life is by you and whatever you choose is the best
[01:27.306]I believe in the choices you make even thought they may hurt and effect
[01:33.061]I’m just human I don’t understand you I know you are very complex
[01:38.056]What should I go next my thought cannot collect my PTSD shakes me
[01:42.058]And leaves me depressed
[01:48.315]In the back of my mind there’s a place that I know full of sorrow
[01:54.309]When I think of those times my anxiety fills what is hollow
[01:59.554]I don’t know when it’ll go away
[02:03.049]But I hope it’ll go away
[02:05.058]I just pray I feel better when I sleep and wake up tomorrow
[02:11.565]Left foot, right foot, keep walking
[02:14.309]Left foot, right foot, keep walking
[02:17.312]Don’t look back your past is haunting
[02:20.058]Demons creeping always stalking
[02:23.057]In that church I got down crawling
[02:25.803]Couldn’t not stop my eyes from balling
[02:28.559]Children screaming, bodies falling
[02:31.312]Keeps on shooting, bullets hawking
[02:34.315]Someone help us, please just stop him
[02:37.068]Why’s he laughing, he’s been plotting
[02:39.818]Says get up, I hear death calling
[02:42.565]I stood up and started walking
[02:46.066]We locked eyes and he was smiling
[02:48.564]Shot himself, I saw him dying
[02:51.303]Adrenaline was in my system I couldn’t I had to go
[02:54.552]But I just knew that if I made it out I’d get out and praise to the lord
[02:57.768]Now I’m walking on this Sunday and I just hope I make it home
[03:03.771]I was walking home on a Sunday
[03:09.267]I was walking home on a Sunday
[03:15.023]I was walking home on a Sunday
[03:20.768]I was walking home on a Sunday