Could Of Been Different歌词

[00:01.00]Broward County, 954, we here, I kicked the door down
[00:03.83]'Nolia boy ****, 1800 block, ugly corner, tied, gleeful
[00:08.59]I was hopin' that you'd ride for me the way I rode for you
[00:11.33]I wish my boy was here to see the man that I grew into
[00:13.77]And I know if I'm feelin' like this, it gotta be mutual
[00:15.96]But it ain't they business tellin' them
[00:17.12]The **** we surfaced through
[00:18.41]Yeah, I won't never tell the world the **** I did for you
[00:20.58]Even though you lied on me, that's cool,
[00:21.76]As long as you know the truth
[00:22.88]I don't even feel the love be real no more,
[00:24.20]So I keep my distance
[00:25.23]Remember I ran me up my millions, you was in your feelings
[00:27.44]Even that time you shake my hand and you don't even grip it
[00:29.69]But if I put that **** on blast, they gon' say I'm trippin'
[00:31.95]I'ma just follow my intuition and I'ma keep on livin'
[00:34.27]I wonder sometimes if you wishin',
[00:35.56]**** could've been different
[00:36.71]Right now I'm cheffin', it's too late,
[00:37.93]I'm doin' my thing right now
[00:38.89]I ain't lookin' down on you just chillin',
[00:40.12]I'm on the plane right now
[00:41.14]I know you miss me, but don't worry,
[00:42.24]I'll never forget you
[00:43.43]Even though you switched on me
[00:44.43]And it hurt me, I can't hold that 'gainst you
[00:45.85]Takin' everything in me
[00:46.62]And it's burnin' for me to forgive you
[00:48.01]You still my whoadie, still my dirty,
[00:49.19]But I ain't ******' wit' you
[00:50.30]To create my future,
[00:50.98]I had to revisit my past, revisit my pain
[00:52.59]But I won't never let you back in,
[00:53.77]We can't rekindle that flame
[00:54.84]When he got stuck on and you blamed me
[00:56.09]'Cause you know I did it
[00:57.20]Couldn't call on you when it was raining
[00:58.16]And it killed my spirit
[00:59.33]All the **** you said, you tried to shame me,
[01:00.95]Tried to kill my image
[01:01.80]Even though you know me since a baby,
[01:02.96]And you know I'm with it
[01:04.11]You know I'm serious, steppin' on ******
[01:05.61]Like I ain't even got no feelings
[01:06.46]I'm in my cell right now,
[01:07.32]I'm wishin' **** could've been different
[01:08.65]I ain't droppin' no names no more but *****,
[01:10.41]I hope you hear it
[01:11.07]Can't take nothin' back,
[01:11.82]It went like that, so ***** that's what it is
[01:13.11]Everywhere I went,
[01:13.86]I took you with me, every show I did
[01:15.36]Ain't say your name in all my songs no more,
[01:17.01]Can't waste my lyrics
[01:17.84]I said I was comin' home, they said, "No you isn't"
[01:19.88]I'm a real *****, so I'm dyin' how I'm livin'
[01:22.37]I remember throwin' rocks, now we goin' to prison
[01:24.66]When I got my first Glock, kept that thing with me
[01:26.85]You was with me on the block, thuggin' real silly
[01:29.12]Jumped in the game,
[01:29.89]Then I popped, then you went to switchin'
[01:31.40]I tried to give you ****** shots, but you ****** missin'
[01:33.74]Soon as Lil Yella got knocked, ****** went to snitchin'
[01:36.05]I done been through a lot, **** you never didn't
[01:38.23]I had to pop a ***** top to make that boy feel me
[01:40.51]Crackers had me in the box, thuggin' every minute
[01:42.87]Young *****, see about me, I'ma show you different
[01:45.13]All my life, throwin' rocks at the penitentiary
[01:47.46]But now my watch got rocks, no more drug dealin'
[01:49.80]And now my top gon' drop, I'm in a new Bentley
[01:52.05]Heard foolie got shot, I wonder who did it
[01:54.36]You my dirty, you and me, we made it from the mud
[01:56.57]I been wishin' **** could've been how it was
[01:58.82]'Bout you, I swear to God I would've took a slug
[02:01.13]Down to kill a ***** 'bout you, and it's all love
[02:03.35]This **** ain't about a stripe,
[02:04.44]This just what I'm used to
[02:05.74]I'm down to throw away my life, throw away my future
[02:07.96]'Bout street principality, no flag
[02:10.12]Man, that soldier-like mentality automatic
[02:12.54]I'm jumpin' out the pink-G truck with the ratchet
[02:14.93]Z's up 'til I freeze up, lil' daddy (Glee)
[02:19.65]Z's up 'til I freeze up, lil' daddy (Gleeful)
[02:24.47]Z's up 'til I freeze up, lil' daddy
[02:26.64]Gleefully, that's how you present that **** the right way
[02:28.78]You know what I'm talkin' 'bout, Broward County, 954
[02:30.61]You know, we don't represent, we don't re-present
[02:32.80]We present it once and that's what it is,
[02:34.08]That's how you step
[02:40.41]Can't take nothin' back, went like that,
[02:42.44]So that's what it is
[02:43.34]I wish it could've been different, though
[02:54.66]1800, SG-13, the dumb way, the long way
[02:58.76]Sniper Gang or no gang