for myself歌词

作词 : 泳恩Joannne
作曲 : 泳恩Joannne
the rosy sunset glow before the night
transitory leaving through the light
nothing lasts forever ur not by my side
i miss ur smell brought urself back won’t u try
off the dream face to face just u and i
the reason why I’m here baby u know why

id really love to drop by bit more,but forgive me
miss lucky seldom knock on my tiny door seriously
its been a wile after i ran away from that trap
i still thirst for u sometimes hoping u to run back
you put me in the xxx drama like its just a joke
i chose to be a fool staying there i don’t wanna go
dying in ur arms u r my whole world
but I’m drowning myself too much I’m lost in the gamble

i swear it babe it doesn’t happen every time
just not good at expressing myself saying I’m fine
until then i realize
can only keep inside
but yea I’m waiting here still something i shouldn’t lie
u ask me am i missing u ?yes
do i wanna make it up for us?yes
but id rather keep it to myself as a secret
cuz i wouldn't imagine if all ur say forget it

yea its been a while since u came
since u told me that
im the one not make u feel the same
how i make u feel the happiness indeed wash ur pain
the moment when we cuddling in the dirt when i hear ur sing
even tho those days those melodies been fade away
im right here if u wanna make it up if u wanna stay
but ill be fuxked up at the end
cuz im really tired
and i know it gotta disappear
if i dont even try
so if this feeling still there between u and i
yours and mine
then spit it out right now not wasting time

my reason should be better
if it is taking u back
i just wanna do what i want
dont wanna regret
and for my youth
and for myself
for my youth and for myself