ruiner歌词

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Jay Vee/Joseph Edward Muherin
[00:01.000] 制作人 : Jay Vee/nothing,nowhere.
[00:02.000] 混音师 : Colin Brittain
[00:03.000] 音频工程师 : Drew Arndt/Nolan Eley
[00:04.000] 母带工程师 : Chris Athens
[00:31.74]It's the young Edgar Allan spitting live from the basement
[00:34.64]Do it for the love, give a **** about the payment
[00:37.32]If I'm being honest, I don't know what I'm chasing
[00:39.74]Need a space to place my thoughts then exhaust the location
[00:42.83]I'm ******* sick of writing all these sad songs
[00:44.99]But I'm just being real, it's how I feel, word is bond
[00:48.32]I just wanna let you know you're not alone
[00:50.29]That I know what it's like when you never leave your home
[00:53.01]When you can't get out of bed, can't even check your phone
[00:55.68]Can't even lift your head, like your bones are made of stone
[00:58.41]When everyone you know is asking why you're feeling low
[01:00.83]But you can't tell 'em why, 'cause you don't even know
[01:03.56]I got radio execs tryna say what's best
[01:05.93]I got pressure coming down, got me overly stressed
[01:08.66]I got suicidal thoughts floating thru my head
[01:11.19]I got people from the past probably hoping I'm dead
[01:15.79]Oh no, what's your mama gonna say
[01:18.42]When I tell her that I broke your heart
[01:22.40]It's just things aren't the way that they used to be
[01:26.13]Oh no, now you're crying on the bathroom floor
[01:29.53]And I guess it's the end
[01:32.64]Well I lost my mind and I lost my best friend
[01:36.22]Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didn't?
[01:38.39]I just wish I wasn't stuck between decisions
[01:41.33]I just wish I didn't feel like something's missing
[01:44.02]I just need to get outside this mental prison
[01:46.74]3am and I'm stuck in a rut
[01:48.66]Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us
[01:51.32]I keep ******* with your head like a lobotomy
[01:53.85]I lost it all and you'll always be a part of me
[01:56.38]Can't you feel the pain when you wake up?
[01:59.21]Late again and it's dark out
[02:01.72]I don't even know where it came from
[02:04.55]Can't escape, got me feeling down
[02:07.08]I remember days in our hometown
[02:09.81]Things change when you come around
[02:12.23]Now they're just memories now
[02:15.11]Keep feeling up then I'm feeling down
[02:19.26]Oh no, what's your mama gonna say
[02:21.88]When I tell her that I broke your heart
[02:25.72]It's just things aren't the way that they used to be
[02:29.82]Oh no, now you're crying on the bathroom floor
[02:33.21]And I guess it's the end
[02:36.44]Well I lost my mind and I lost my best friend