[00:18.22]Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out [00:22.46]Peel my bones away [00:27.16]Crack my window, shed my shadow [00:31.70]Excavate my pain [00:35.99]If I could read the world my notebook [00:37.59]And these thoughts in it [00:38.72]Would they judge me [00:39.51]Or love me for what I've written? [00:40.97]Tryna get closer to spirit that enters the body [00:43.58]It's the vessel like I'm not in it [00:45.38]In fifty-something years, I won't be here [00:47.76]There'll be a kid [00:48.43]With some headphones covering his ears [00:50.13]Walking 'round a hallway, dreaming of ideas [00:52.46]Find himself in the sound [00:53.48]'Cause music is a mirror [00:54.67]What you looking for? What you headed towards? [00:56.82]What's your name worth when they mention yours? [00:59.25]When you leave here, are you stepping forward? [01:01.24]Can you remember your intention [01:02.55]When they question yours? [01:03.55]They're gonna question yours [01:04.77]They're gonna question yours [01:05.92]I've been at rock bottom and I'm headed North [01:08.20]If you don't love yourself [01:09.19]What's the respect for? [01:10.25]If you don't love life [01:11.48]The check won't correct yours [01:12.94]Excavate [01:13.75]Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out [01:17.35]Peel my bones away [01:22.20]Crack my window, shed my shadow [01:26.53]Excavate my pain [01:29.90]And I found peace [01:34.58]And I found peace [01:39.07]And I found peace [01:40.40]I had this vision of my death [01:41.70]Surrounded by people I love and respect [01:43.93]And the baby blue Cadillac hearse [01:46.27]Pulling me 'round the block that I rep [01:48.90]The greatest fear that [01:49.87]I've ever kept is dying with regrets [01:53.20]Like was I just alive for success [01:55.43]Or did I leave a better life for the rest? [01:59.31]My greatest achievement isn't the dollars [02:01.49]My greatest achievement isn't the followers [02:03.48]My greatest achievement isn't the accolades [02:05.99]My greatest achievement is my daughter [02:08.10]Waking up in the morning, being a father [02:10.95]Watching the light kiss her eyelids [02:12.89]Hearing her sing along to Chance [02:15.08]And being like, "yeah, that's my kid" [02:17.83]The light started to glow [02:19.23]And the saxophone funk called-train started to blow [02:21.48]Tender, laying in the snow, turn on my headphones [02:23.80]Couple miles to go before I run out of road [02:26.14]Excavate [02:26.93]Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out [02:30.50]Peel my bones away [02:34.87]Crack my window, shed my shadow [02:39.93]Excavate my pain [02:43.15]And I found peace [02:47.55]And I found peace [02:52.23]And I found peace [02:56.74]And I found peace [03:01.13]And I found [03:02.97]Hold me up into the light [03:04.81]And study every part of me [03:07.15]I'm an open book, no, I don't mind [03:09.34]But sometimes I'm hard to read [03:11.19]Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home [03:13.95]But this life is so hard to leave [03:16.14]But who am I when they cut the lights [03:18.56]And nobody's watching me? [03:21.10]Hold me up into the light [03:23.10]And study every part of me [03:25.31]I'm an open book, no, I don't mind [03:27.69]But sometimes I'm hard to read [03:29.55]Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home [03:32.24]But this life is so hard to leave [03:34.57]But who am I when they cut the lights [03:36.90]And nobody's watching me? [03:39.14]Gemini