[00:00.000] 作词 : Allen Swoope/Lecrae Moore/Taylor Hill
[00:00.015] 作曲 : Allen Swoope/Lecrae Moore/Taylor Hill
[00:00.31]This thorn in my flesh
[00:05.10]Is the only thing I got left
[00:10.31]And it's so hard to confess
[00:15.65]When everybody thinks you're perfect
[00:20.98]But I cry for you
[00:26.23]If you feel it too
[00:31.21]And I'll cry for you
[00:37.02]If you show how to lose
[00:42.24]The elephants in the room
[00:44.24]Take it away, I beg you, take it all away
[00:46.96]The pain it causes, it makes me wish I could fade away
[00:49.80]If they knew what you knew, they'd probably shun me
[00:51.98]I'm surprised you know it all and you love me
[00:53.66]I know I break your heart
[00:54.88]Body of death, give me rest if my heart stops
[00:57.52]Then it don't hurt no more, can't get worse no more
[01:00.30]Can't pursue all these desires, it ain't cursed no more
[01:02.92]No more lies about my worth no more
[01:05.29]I understand the thoughts of suicide that do reside
[01:07.44]But when I stop and think about my family, I feel new inside
[01:09.97]I promised I would die a thousand deaths 'fore I cause them any pain
[01:12.89]But somehow I end up killing everything
[01:14.97]I cry for you
[01:16.35]If you feel a dark, twisted, heart-wrenching, hate-to-see-your-own-reflection
[01:19.71]Praying for an intervention, feeling guilt and feeling shame
[01:22.32]I just call on Jesus name
[01:23.73]Praying daily, can you take away this pain?
[01:25.79]Take the thorn away
[01:27.10]Still, it remains, I
[01:28.17]Feel the same, I
[01:29.67]Know that I'm here, but
[01:30.97]Still feel insane
[01:31.87]Satan would love to see my give up and throw up my hands
[01:34.46]He say I'm guilty but You say I'm clean
[01:46.27]This thorn in my flesh
[01:51.70]Is the only thing I got left
[01:57.70]And it's so hard to confess
[02:02.29]When everybody thinks you're perfect
[02:07.56]But I cry for you
[02:12.96]If you feel it too
[02:18.51]And I'll cry for you
[02:23.60]If you show how to lose
[02:29.80]The elephants in the room
[02:30.86]Yeah, Sunday morning, or Sunday mourning
[02:33.73]I woke up dead inside from all the hurt I saw before me
[02:36.52]Evil tryna take away my testimony
[02:38.96]Starin' at my phone, feelin' like a phony
[02:41.71]Oh, I cry for you, I would die for you
[02:44.31]To escape the pain I feel from all that I've been through
[02:47.00]I feel it in my soul and in my chest
[02:49.90]Take away this ugly thorn inside my flesh
[02:51.30]Give me death
[02:52.34]But grace is sufficient to start my mission
[02:55.30]I'm so far from perfect, can't believe they listen
[02:57.53]But hear a broken man 'til your healin' happens
[03:00.38]And hear a liar tell you truth to bring you gladness
[03:03.14]I could never boast in my accomplishments
[03:05.68]I can only hope in God with confidence
[03:08.20]Opposite of optimist, U and I are consonants
[03:10.57]Broken all the vowels, deservin' of every consequence
[03:13.22]Will you cry for me, or will you judge me?
[03:16.44]Will you throw stones at my head, or will you love me?
[03:19.10]I could never be everything that you wanna see
[03:21.15]But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me
[03:27.80](But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me)
[03:32.85]This thorn in my flesh
[03:38.27]Is the only thing I got left
[03:43.58]And it's so hard to confess
[03:48.92]When everybody thinks you're perfect
[03:54.33]But I cry for you
[03:59.53]If you feel it too
[04:05.60]And I'll cry for you
[04:10.22]If you show how to lose
[04:15.43]The elephants in the room