Never Will Know (feat. Micah James, Gold Midas) What ya say to me? What ya say to me? What ya say to me? What ya say to me? Lil n!gga, what ya say to me? What ya say to me? Hey, what ya say to me? What ya say to me? Lil n!gga, what ya say to me? [Verse 1: Gold Midas] Riding so low Never know when I'll get home 2 AM riding alone Got no time for my phone I don’t play games on the go Way too busy being stoned Couple hits from the bowl Too bad I got busted for dope Guess I don’t know how to cope Every time I’m awoke I have fantasies of a rope Leaving me strangled and choked, got me gasping for hope Now I’m back copping some more Cause it keeps me away from the metal Daily, a dance with the devil Anxieties, trying me Wire me, into a pedal Pressing me, wish it would let go In search of a level of peace That I’d never reach Convinced I won’t get there 'til I’m deceased Weaving my grief up inside instrumentals In case you were wondering dawg I been nowhere, just floating through time Taking L’s for my friends Look my homie in the eyes, "Dawg, I love you I promise you’ll never go homeless again" That's my word, that's on God And if God get in the way I'ma have to put God to an end Give a fvck what you say Too many times I done prayed with no answer Ends up as a trend Riding so low [Verse 2: Micah James] Never know it Never wanted anything to do with it Thrown in it Had to live through it I was high,zooted off the notion that dude in the sky was judging me That's why I’m through with it Bible verses 'bout as loud as bullets Spilling out the clip,It’s like ‘blaow’, I feel it Got some n!ggas still up in that gang And claiming that the way I’m living's like a mental illness Fvck it all, fvck it up Suck it up, Suck it all What is all this commotion about? 'Cause I didn’t care when the ocean was out I was only concerned when the tide had returned Stretching for lessons that I’d never learn That I was one of them yearly, nearly, dearly departed n!ggas who burn for something more real Feel me dog? Thoughts revolve 'round beautifully, frilly, soft, angelic, heavenly cries that I despised I’ll just stay laying and wait 'til I decide to do something financially viable with my life I rap smooth, look good, talk good Whether academic or hood But that's just robotics, and now I’m apathetic And I haven’t forgotten what I should Damn Fvck that shit, man jump on a plane And get as far away as you possibly can Trynna find folks that are one and the same But now I’m starting to think that I’m alone in this game I don’t know Was brought up to reach for the kingdom But shit is something that some n!gga thought of For all of my loved ones I wish I could unteach what somebody taught em [Verse 3: McKinley Dixon] Phantoms on phantoms on phantoms on phantoms But really it’s not what you think All my homies either dead Or they ass is on the brink It’s easy for your whole neighborhood to just go up and extinct When the meteor aiming for ya world got artillery from the local precinct We yelling that "Gang, gang, gang, gang, gang" Hope these words pierce you They torn through his fleece And rang all through his brain Recently this anger's seemed to increase This flame gon' catch his mane Lion rule jungle but man kills the beasts Broke his wings' light frame Sorry, phone anyone but the police Excalibur, but hand not heavy enough to pull the shit out What we do now? Neither’s my n!gga’s n!ggas So we get a mischievous n!gga to figure it out Stick them feather tips right into your back Isn’t the same,pathetically flap Keep that sh!t up, you really might crack The skyline, and n!gga don’t ever look back I’m the one, I’m the one, I’m the one Love you daughter, sorry son And if I make it out I’ll send a note instructing you Detailing how to reach the sun He took a step He crouched and leapt And as he fell,he muttered words His last breath, he said "I never wanted to be bigger than God, my n!gga, for real I just wanted to outrun my death And make it out of here"