[00:01.125]God I just .. I just need you to guide me
[00:06.672]It’s so much going on in my life and I know you want to bring me through it, I know you got me. But it’s hard right now and I need you
[00:15.400]I need you now more than I ever needed you God. Please
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[00:23.307]One way trip to prison LA county into the mountains
[00:25.710]Bunch of niggas on the bus that never got the counseling
[00:29.302]Instead they gang banged they sold dope and broke in houses
[00:31.567]Started with the parents living poor with broken spouses
[00:34.193]Feed me sack lunches in the plastic pouches
[00:36.333]Got me feeling ****ed over like the casting couches
[00:38.935]Dirty face dirty hair up in my mug shot
[00:42.040]Tower cop all on the speaker making brash announcements
[00:44.776]Fading inside of the cell
[00:48.988]Satan keep on trying to bring the flagrantest fires from hell
[00:54.216]But lord your water on me far and as wide as a well
[00:54.693]It’s getting dark I wanna cry but gotta inspire as well
[01:00.440]Yeah
[01:00.624]Old friends switching on me
[01:01.017]New York Times pissing on me
[01:01.355]TMZ here telling lies on television on me
[01:01.868]My opps working over time to put this image on me
[01:03.599]But God is finna push the line like it’s a scrimmage on me
[01:06.164]Mom im a soldier and you gave birth to a warrior
[01:09.027]Ain’t a secret like it’s knocked off victoria
[01:12.050]7 hours been In Shackles sitting in the court tanks
[01:15.014]We ain’t ate in hours because the police ignoring us
[01:18.000]County jail crying real tears to Iggy Azalea
[01:20.874]I know you put up with some shit that just wasn’t familiar
[01:23.393]I loved your ear and loved your heart though you wasn’t Amelia
[01:25.957]They lying trying to get me ****ed but I wasn’t Cecilia
[01:28.795]Young Dave banging on the beat he in the ER right now producing this in critical condition
[01:34.039]I’m recording up in state prison
[01:36.285]It’s fair to say we black and beat the odds of both statistics
[01:38.826]Both of us suppose to be either dead or in jail
[01:42.375]But he been close to death and I’m in jail and still prevailed
[01:44.797]God willing this go number 1 from in the cell
[01:47.506]It won’t be long before the release dates is in the mail
[01:50.839]Yeah uh
[01:52.378]Tears falling on my phone call everything was all wrong
[01:55.753]County jail orange paint the image that I’m don won
[01:58.522]Sentence day I’m thinking any minute I could be long gone
[02:01.246]It’s winter time I’m in the cell a nigga freezing in a pair of “men’s central jail” long John’s
[02:06.786]Enemies celebrating Christmas Day
[02:09.591]I’m laying in the cell without my son like **** is yall on
[02:12.570]Those nights were treacherous
[02:15.378]Buy a gram of heroin and use it as leverage
[02:17.542]Black clouds floating over me I need severance
[02:20.600]Niggas overdosing off Suboxone and medicines
[02:22.863]Yeah
[02:24.331]God save me I’m repeating for my early sins
[02:26.576]My only goal is see it clear like I’m a blurry lens
[02:29.274]You niggas softer than some furry pants
[02:31.269]And off the walk out i need 30 M’s