[00:00.000] 作曲 : 潜移默化 [00:00.279] 作词 : 雨狸 [00:00.558] 编曲 : 潜移默化 [00:00.837] 后期 : 天狮 [00:01.116] 混音 : 天狮 [00:01.395]本曲又名《花钱是我对这无序生活的小小反抗》 [00:03.991]演唱:雨狸(及其自录虚拟歌手替身“临时代号PSRB1937+21”) [00:07.098]协力感谢:鬼面P [00:10.553]搬家时我收拾出三百公斤没拆封过的东西 [00:14.611]四位数的运费抹平我熬夜抢到的优惠让利 [00:18.595]裙子假发亚克力 [00:20.013]奶茶联动的IP透卡吧唧 [00:22.623]明知是消费主义的陷阱但忍不住这次一定 [00:26.595]如果能清心寡欲 把账单全换算成利息 [00:30.551]或许我早已攒下三十平米 并从此躺平 [00:34.583]累死累活只为做个逃兵又觉得哪里不对劲 [00:38.515]三心又二意 是破窗效应 [00:40.519]抠着门把别墅花出去 [00:42.277]我好像买了太多的垃圾 [00:44.156]我消化不了这么多情绪 [00:46.060]我到底想要将什么证明 [00:48.029]存在感? [00:48.532]上进心? [00:49.019]正当性? [00:49.475]购买力? [00:49.985]我受够了无厘头的画饼 [00:52.092]我想逃离无休止的压力 [00:54.070]花钱是我对这生活的反击 [01:00.064]吗? [01:04.710](What am I worry about?) [01:08.347](What do I exactly want to pay for?) [01:12.902](点解揾到佐钱都咁唔开心嘅?) [01:18.494]曾经我也因为打零工蹭到免费午餐而自喜 [01:22.640]而现在无论月光还是结余内心都一样空虚 [01:26.573]猫粮书籍养生品 [01:27.848]88VIP一分钱的纸巾 [01:30.605]谁说拆快递不能是一种奶头乐的新型变体 [01:34.535]专家们热衷分析时代红利和消费降级 [01:38.536]最新版的鸡汤说即时满足是自我疗愈 [01:42.537]周围充斥着杂音 我害怕忘记最开始的心情 [01:46.530]“为什么努力”“将什么相信” [01:48.496]都变成了奢侈的议题 [01:50.042]我好像买了太多的垃圾 [01:52.111]我消化不了这么多情绪 [01:54.124]我到底是在将什么沉迷 [01:56.058]新鲜感? [01:56.588]虚荣心? [01:57.031]确定性? [01:57.467]掌控力? [01:57.918]我受够了每天自我怀疑 [01:59.999]我想逃离所有世故人情 [02:02.067]花钱是我解决烦恼的途径 [02:06.884](真係咁就好啦) [02:08.159]买 买 买 买 买 买 [02:10.169]卖 卖 卖 卖 卖 卖 [02:12.011]霾 霾 霾 霾 霾 霾 [02:14.044]MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE [02:16.027]BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY [02:18.020]败 败 败 败 败 败 [02:19.986]摆 摆 摆 摆 摆 摆 [02:22.013]BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE [02:24.007]买*N [02:34.041]我清楚我在为什么焦虑 [02:36.033]我希望能重新找到意义 [02:38.000]我说到底最想买的东西: [02:40.001]安全感 [02:40.509]自信心 [02:41.030]主体性 [02:41.528]生命力 [02:42.016]我想买到敢快乐的权利 [02:44.018]我想买到能休息的底气 [02:46.085]花钱是我对这生活的反击 [02:51.085](Well, you’d better be.)