small 作词 : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith 作曲 : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore I work out hard, seven days a week But I don't feel any differently I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all Trying to be small Oh-oh, ooh Walk over me and I take it so politely 'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything I wonder if I'll ever change I, I don't wanna be this way I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all Trying to be Everything that makes me sad A therapist, a punching bag Wish I could eat and not feel bad Swear I'm gonna scream No one's ever listening And they don't care it's killing me As long as I can ****ing sing Then life is a dream... But I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all Trying to be small