[00:00.00] 作词 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson [00:01.00] 作曲 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson [00:15.90]I’m fighting with myself again ‘cause [00:21.09]Part of me wants to stay but then, [00:25.35]I’m too ****ing exhausted, [00:28.68]Is this what I wanted, [00:31.26]If I’m being honest? [00:36.45]Watching all my plans, [00:41.55]Slipping through my hands. [00:45.87]Maybe I should leave the country again, [00:48.79]‘Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then, [00:54.24]I come crashing right back to reality, [00:57.69]It’s psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me, [01:04.08]Before I up and go. [01:18.44]I’ll miss the city if I go but, [01:23.73]If I stay I know I won’t grow. [01:27.96]I’m too ****ing exhausted, [01:31.26]Is this what I wanted? [01:33.81]Feeling like I’ve lost it. [01:39.06]Watching all my plans, [01:44.16]Slipping through my hands. [01:48.48]Maybe I should leave the country again, [01:51.37]‘Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then, [01:56.88]I come crashing right back to reality, [02:00.30]It’s psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me, [02:06.66]Before I up and go. [02:10.74]I’m always staring out the windows of the plane, [02:16.20]Waiting for something big to change. [02:21.75]Different places, different faces but it’s the same shit, [02:26.16]Is there not more than this? [02:30.21]Maybe I should leave the country again, [02:33.13]‘Cause it always makes me feel better for about six months and then, [02:38.58]I come crashing right back to reality, [02:42.00]It’s psychotic actually, wish somebody would talk some sense into me, [02:48.42]Before I up and go. [02:55.08]Maybe I should leave the country.