[00:00.000] 作词 : Luis Resto/Marshall Mathers/E. Haynie/Benjamin Levin/D. Stevens/Jason DeFord
[00:00.326] 作曲 : Luis Resto/Marshall Mathers/E. Haynie/Benjamin Levin/D. Stevens/Jason DeFord
[00:00.652]Daddy?
[00:01.381]Huh?
[00:01.881]Food's here
[00:02.782]Kept buyin' and see who gets it
[00:04.732]Come eat
[00:06.081]Alaina, I'm so tired
[00:07.982]Just come eat
[00:09.231]Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise
[00:12.182]Stop
[00:13.183]But wake up
[00:14.483]Shut the door
[00:16.182]Somebody save me
[00:20.144]Me from myself
[00:24.382]I've spent so long livin' in hell
[00:32.892]Another pill as I start to spiral
[00:35.432]Message to my daughters
[00:36.462]I don't even deserve the father title
[00:39.381]Hailie, I'm so sorry
[00:40.364]I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
[00:43.381]Didn't walk you down the aisle
[00:45.031]Missed the birth of your first child
[00:46.932]Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
[00:49.009]I'm so proud of how you turned out
[00:51.332]Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you
[00:54.231]Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
[00:57.231]Give 'em up, how the **** do
[00:58.975]I not love you more than a pill?
[01:00.699]Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will
[01:03.832]Somebody save me
[01:07.883]Me from myself
[01:12.131]I've spent so long livin' in hell
[01:19.831]They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
[01:28.155]It's the only thing that seems to help
[01:36.256]Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
[01:39.955]Sorry that I missed your gradu—, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
[01:44.405]On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
[01:48.055]Little bro, sorry I left you
[01:49.901]Sorry that I'll never get to
[01:51.951]Hold or hug my little nephews
[01:53.952]Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
[01:56.002]Grow up and I didn't get to
[01:57.652]Be the dad I wanted to be to you
[01:59.951]Things I wanted to see you do
[02:01.952]This is my song from me to you
[02:03.900]Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated
[02:05.927]God, what the **** you want me to do?
[02:07.391]Somebody save me
[02:11.442]Me from myself
[02:15.843]I've spent so long livin' in hell
[02:23.393]They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
[02:31.793]It's the only thing that seems to help
[02:40.093]I've been starin' at that video of Hailie
[02:42.293]Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
[02:44.293]In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight
[02:47.093]But the addict in me's a coward, he told me that I can't do it
[02:50.642]Had a second chance, blew it
[02:52.193]It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?)
[02:55.273]I'll turn it around and be able to
[02:57.322]Walk her and Lainie one day
[02:58.989]To the altar as proud as can be
[03:01.955]Right now, I'm just weak
[03:02.918]As I fall further down in this deep hole
[03:05.068]And farther in the ground that I sink
[03:06.961]As they lower me in my coffin, I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
[03:11.617]I'm a lost cause
[03:15.168]Baby, don't waste your time on me
[03:19.518]I'm so damaged beyond repair
[03:23.519]Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
[03:27.468]I'm a lost cause
[03:31.117]Baby, don't waste your time on me
[03:35.367]I'm so damaged beyond repair
[03:39.239]Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams