[00:00.000] 作曲 : Charley Yang [00:25.086] Open blinds, but I can't find my way around [00:28.032] I owe it to myself, I got a lot to figure out [00:30.935] Got a knot in my belly, are you sure it's supposed to help me? [00:34.030] It's been long enough to feel it, can you feel it? [00:36.231] [00:36.519] Aren't I supposed to feel it now? [00:38.268] Tell me what you're thinking [00:39.495] I don't wanna have to shout [00:41.292] Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth [00:44.132] Got two hands around my heart [00:45.663] I don't wanna see myself burning bridges when I'm down [00:48.800] (Hold up, watch my shit) [00:49.672] [00:50.020] I'm falling [00:50.725] Wondering how to spend my million hours while you're calling [00:53.860] Throwback to my bedroom with no colors [00:55.871] My apartment; got no AC in my room [00:58.133] Shoutout Verlaine and Rimbaud [00:59.592] You know what he's gonna do [01:00.722] [01:01.332] Aren't I supposed to feel it now? [01:03.251] Tell me what you're thinking [01:04.363] I don't wanna have to shout [01:06.327] Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth [01:09.093] Got two hands around my heart [01:10.637] I don't wanna see myself burning bridges when I'm down [01:13.780] (Hold up, watch my shit) [01:14.636] [01:14.875] I'm falling through the corridors [01:16.669] Used to the broken flooring [01:18.028] "Sorry", I'm not sorry for what? [01:19.595] I excuse myself from pouring [01:21.268] Acid, on my chest, might miss hardly [01:22.875] Can't even tell the story [01:24.211] Lose me at my best [01:25.311] My next project might be the one that shoots me [01:27.486] (Up, up, up, up) [01:29.067] [01:29.932] Then the stars in the sky light my bedroom [01:33.114] Flashing words on the walls and my head too [01:36.113] I'm alive but I can't live without you [01:38.975] Can't live without you [01:42.485] And the thoughts in my head run in circles [01:45.370] And the sheets on my bed turn to purple [01:48.550] I'm alone but I know that I won't do nothing to hold you back (Back) [01:53.338] [01:57.809] Nothing to hold you back (Back) [02:04.025] Nothing to hold you back (Back) [02:09.266] [02:20.657] (I-I-I-I) [02:21.980] I just wanna go to sleep, but I don't know how to keep [02:25.010] Separated from my thoughts, it's become a part of me [02:28.141] If I'm alive at 24, my life is a dichotomy [02:31.217] I don't know what I wanna be, nobody better bother me [02:34.347] I'm sleep deprived and suicidal [02:35.837] Thinking 'bout a lot of things [02:37.423] I know it's in my mind [02:38.524] But sometimes it's just kinda hard to see [02:40.486] Nobody really gives a **** it's a complete autogamy [02:43.675] I realize I don't wanna be [02:45.197] I really didn't wanna be