Ugly Side 作词 : Marie Ulven/Matias Tellez 作曲 : Marie Ulven/Matias Tellez I'm not my best today And I'd be lying if said, "It's probably a phase" I was born with a case Of imperfections and a whole lot of mental disarray I need to know why I'm Jekyll and Hyde I wanna know what is up with me I need to know why I have these ugly sides I get despicable for sure I'd rather not have it show Does that make me unlovable? I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching Uninvited, always there in my subconscious There are parts of me I ghost I suppress them for the most If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be Something Keep calm and carry on Wise words to live by, but I'm likely doing it all wrong I can shine like the sun But if I don't get it my way Next thing you know, the storm is on I need to know why I'm boiling inside I am the worst of me sometimes I need to know why I have these ugly sides I get despicable for sure I'd rather not have it show I can be cute and lovable I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching Uninvited, always there in my subconscious There are parts of me I ghost I suppress them for the most If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be Something Awesome Awesome Mm, I don't know, I think I I think I allow myself to be rude and mean to the people I love the most, and The people I love the most are the ones who get the worst of me And I don't like that, why is it like that? I don't know I'm dropping apart can so you can't hear the rest of it