[00:48.40]These things for me are the worst [00:53.85]In my dying heart and numb love [00:59.03]He has brought me the truth of life [01:03.92](And the) energy from pleasant sensation [01:09.60]I saw a hint that I should solve [01:14.29]But I didn't know what it was [01:20.09]You believe that I should obey the rules [01:27.30]And keep seeking your foolish sanctity [01:30.99]I expected him to take me away [01:35.98]And freed my insanity [01:43.55] [01:48.87]It's been a fated tragedy since my first cry in the night [01:54.15]Life for me is a farce and let me drown in youth [01:59.69]The only thing I can control is the moment of my death [02:04.82]Save my time to fade away into darkness eternally [02:33.02]He left me at the sunset in fall [02:39.08]My heart had gone with the wind and his body [02:42.89]Earthly life is ruining all my glory [02:47.67]Let my youth chasing your majesty [02:54.66] [03:37.51]Faced up with the final curtain [03:42.75]Which is under your testimony? [03:47.86]There is another way of refusing [03:51.40]--To leave this world [03:53.53]I did kneel for the one who betrayal [03:58.83]My life is in disguise day by day [04:03.92]I begged you just tear it on my way [04:09.30]Nothing left but the dream behind [04:14.50]Wandering in our self-deceiving paradise [04:20.18]I'd hurry to build the dreamland [04:25.22]Survive him till the day I die [04:36.70]