[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ben Haggerty/Bryson Lashun Potts/Joshua "Budo" Karp/Tyler Andrews/Tyler Dopps
[00:00.231] Feel like I'm runnin' out of time, now they sayin' I won't shine forever, forever
[00:06.257] I got my mind on my money, on my money, man, **** it, whatever, whatever
[00:11.966] Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side, I don't even feel like gettin' up
[00:18.288] But this depression on my brain, hope it change but there ain't no lettin' up
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[00:26.419] Can't call it, don't know where my head is
[00:27.931] Reflectin' on Malcolm and the shit I thought but never said it
[00:31.038] To Peter, Robin, to Kevin
[00:32.640] All my other friеndships that could have, would have, should have
[00:36.276] And thеn they ended
[00:37.112] I isolate between happiness and hopeless
[00:40.156] Know it makes it worse, still wanna get loaded
[00:42.541] Sometimes I feel like can't control my choices
[00:45.220] And somethin' takes over and I can't turn off the voices
[00:48.659] Sittin' with these thougths, can't escape 'em, can't run
[00:51.594] Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun
[00:55.320] They sayin' they clean as a day one
[00:57.287] But I'm holdin' on, prayin' to God, abandoned
[01:00.424] Zonin' on the couch
[01:01.778] Starin' at my daughter's, know there's a pill in this house that I'm obssessin' about poppin'
[01:06.632] Reservations talkin', the push and pull of the conscience
[01:09.539] Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor, but don't wanna
[01:12.594] When the Percs don't work, Xannies won't calm me down
[01:15.454] Not enough liquor in the bar, we growin' in the ground
[01:18.815] Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out
[01:21.542] Wonderin' if my momma have to put her son in the ground
[01:24.298] We stop growin' when the day break
[01:26.562] Me and the homies on the same page
[01:29.431] Find me in whip, that's my safe place
[01:32.168] Feel like I'm gettin' weak, I need some help, ayy
[01:35.162] Need someone to pray for my soul right now
[01:38.282] Everything's lookin' great and there's no white clouds (Ooh)
[01:41.370] I don't know what to say, I got nothin' to write down
[01:44.036] On my knees, questionnin' God like, "Why now?"
[01:47.052] I'm lost but I'm found again
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[01:49.111] I'm up all night, I toss and turn
[01:52.103] I love my life, I got concerns
[01:54.988] I've been through hell, on some FML
[01:57.962] It's just as well, I might lose it
[02:00.981] I need some light, I need some air
[02:03.973] I might be broken I need repair
[02:07.038] Don't got the answers, think I'm confused
[02:10.251] I asked myself, "Who are you?"
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[02:13.298] I need you right now Mack' to wake up more than over
[02:16.250] Ain't no more weed, alcohol and poppin' pills, etcetera
[02:19.186] I know these days get rough but they'll get better
[02:22.283] It's a cold world, let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater
[02:25.501] Feel it deeply in my heart, you need this letter
[02:28.356] So I pour my feelings out to you, before I got and mail it (Before I mail it)
[02:31.278] I don't know what I'm sensin' but I could smell it
[02:34.147] When you write me back, just tell it, I'ma soak it up and hell it (Hell it)
[02:37.828] Heard you got a daughter, well, I got one too
[02:40.208] And she too beautiful, barely see her too (See her too)
[02:44.035] Do you hug her and tie her shoes?
[02:46.034] Is she reflectin' of you and got a smile that bloom? (Bloom)
[02:49.793] Before you load that gun and shoot, just know that she be needin' you
[02:53.038] The best version of you too (Bah)
[02:55.703] I would write more but my day about to break
[02:58.422] We can meet up face to face, just let me know if this okay
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[03:00.008] We stop growin' when the day break
[03:02.438] Me and the homies on the same page
[03:05.372] Find me in whip, that's my safe place (That's my safe place too)
[03:08.382] Feel like I'm gettin' weak, I need some help, ayy (I need some help, ayy, too)
[03:11.204] Need someone to pray for my soul right now
[03:14.213] Everything's lookin' great and there's no white clouds
[03:17.135] I don't know what to say, I got nothin' to write down (Nothin' to write down too)
[03:20.091] On my knees, questionnin' God like, "Why now?" (Why?)
[03:23.084] I'm lost but I'm found again