[00:00.000] 作词 : Melanie Martinez/Michael Keenan [00:01.000] 作曲 : Melanie Martinez/Michael Keenan [00:10.259]Count up your portions count up your checks [00:12.822]Feeding your fam while you’re coming at my neck [00:15.222]When ya gonna freeze with the cruel dramatics? [00:17.748]I'm not inspired by your foolish practice [00:20.235]Butter your bullshit set up your fence [00:22.574]I’m just the chicken giving you the egg [00:25.076]Soon you're gonna see that your breath was wasted [00:27.566]Don't speak too soon on your doubts you're making [00:30.395]A big deal out of a little thing [00:32.947]Why should I try to conform to formulated paths [00:37.521]When clearly all my instincts led to something more magical? [00:43.193]Am I just a number 'cause it seems like that's your goal [00:47.372]You push us past our limits just to watch decimals grow [00:52.235]I need a reason why I’m looked at like a joke [00:57.132]Until I prove you wrong like I’ve done time and time before [01:01.894]And all your idle teachings and your criticism lack [01:06.695]The potential to penetrate my solid golden path [01:11.611]To decide what my future is, I'm my own clairvoyant [01:16.502]There’s no controlling me, imagination on ascend [01:24.305]Take me to Venus, let me explode [01:27.095]I'm ready to pop like a volcano [01:29.722]Jump over me like you're playing hot lava [01:32.362]Emotions on one hundred thousand, who's gonna [01:34.899]Drink me like soda people of course [01:37.433]Use all your words to distract from the source [01:39.855]Aware the growth the paper happens [01:42.399]Leave me alone in my own concoction [01:45.509]Prickin’ all my fingertips to carve out many roads [01:50.428]Pushin' out the petals from the bud of what I know [01:55.385]Am I just a number 'cause it seems like that's your goal [01:59.635]You push us past our limits just to watch decimals grow [02:04.476]Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke [02:09.353]Until I prove you wrong like I've done time and time before [02:14.136]And all my intuition says is expansion comes first [02:19.002]But not just buy material I'm talkin' 'bout in here [02:23.889]My heart space and my cranium must be loved too, my dear [02:28.685]Don't push me to the edge until I'm useless and can't feel [02:36.089]They replaced their search for knowledge [02:42.091]With the reach of many material gains [02:47.184]They lack the tenderness of the sensitive [02:53.126]Empathetic bodies cryin' from the pain [02:57.959]It's too late to grow their frame [03:03.709]Of mind, it seems that it's already made [03:08.824]No use in arguin' with someone who doesn't [03:14.751]Wanna prioritize birthing of creation [03:31.272]Am I just a number? [03:36.501]Am I just a number? [03:42.134]Am I just a number? [03:47.522]Am I just a number? [03:52.955]Am I just a number 'cause it seems like that's your goal [03:57.752]You push us past our limits just to watch decimals grow [04:03.118]Oh, I need a reason why I'm looked at like a joke [04:08.560]Until I prove you wrong like I've done time and time before [04:13.935]And all my intuition says is expansion comes first [04:19.435]But not just buy material I'm talkin' 'bout in here [04:24.687]My heart space and my cranium must be loved too, my dear [04:30.170]Don't push me to the edge until I'm useless and can't feel