[00:20.377] Slow down [00:21.691] I know you wanna understand [00:25.913] So I'll explain the best I can [00:29.556] What this pain feels like [00:31.900] [00:33.847] It's hard [00:36.006] Cause even as I'm sitting here [00:39.724] I would rather disappear [00:43.290] Then face the world outside [00:45.939] [00:47.540] I'm floating [00:51.147] In a violent sky [00:54.465] I'm okay [00:57.434] Well maybe not [00:59.946] [01:01.486] Hold I breathe [01:04.284] Am I gonna drown [01:05.636] You'll be fine [01:07.578] I say it out loud [01:09.127] I should let [01:10.751] Someone know [01:13.175] Maybe when I'm better [01:15.653] So I breathe [01:17.806] Will it ever end [01:19.228] You'll be fine [01:21.280] I say it again [01:22.610] I should let [01:24.461] Someone know [01:25.669] [01:27.709] That something doesn't feel right [01:31.224] It's like I'm colorblind [01:34.839] Cause everybody's world's in color [01:38.381] Except for mine [01:41.764] Except for mine [01:53.377] [01:56.319] It sucks [01:58.016] Cause everything's in black and white [02:01.832] And I can't say I'm numb inside [02:05.553] Cause that just sounds so dark [02:07.916] [02:09.640] It's hard [02:12.101] Cause even as we're sitting here [02:15.301] I'm fighting off a constant fear [02:19.417] But no one sees that part [02:22.131] [02:23.603] It's like I'm floating [02:26.897] In a blacked out sky [02:30.309] You think you're okay [02:33.966] But then you're not [02:36.589] [02:37.639] Hold I breathe [02:40.054] Am I gonna drown [02:41.849] You'll be fine [02:43.722] I say it out loud [02:44.992] I should let [02:47.030] Someone know [02:48.959] Maybe when I'm better [02:51.506] So I breathe [02:54.105] Will it ever end [02:55.295] You'll be fine [02:57.159] I say it again [02:58.714] I should let [03:00.813] Someone know [03:02.740] [03:03.488] That something doesn't feel right [03:07.196] It's like I'm colorblind [03:10.723] Cause everybody's world's in color [03:14.649] Except for mine [03:17.873] Except for mine [03:20.057] [03:31.329] Why is everybody's world's [03:34.694] Why is everybody's world's [03:38.128] Why is everybody's world's in color [03:41.726] Except for mine [03:45.115] Why is everybody's world's [03:48.281] Why is everybody's world's [03:51.645] Why is everybody's world's in color [03:55.585] Except for mine [03:59.022] Except for mine