[00:00.000] 作词 : Maria Zardoya/Josh Conway [00:01.000] 作曲 : Maria Zardoya/Josh Conway [00:36.423] It all comes and goes in waves [00:39.403] Everything looks the same [00:42.095] The cornfields, the cows, the flies, the coughing [00:47.987] The musky air that fills our rows and permeates [00:51.581] Even through the ash-infested vents from the fires [00:55.470] Eating away at barks of trees like this moment [00:59.161] Eating away at the last dose of happiness lingering on the dust of our bones [01:03.986] [01:05.404] The other night, wrapped in crispy motel sheets [01:10.667] I clenched my body and pretended I was an embryo in my mother's womb [01:16.751] It was the only source of warmth and comfort that could sing me to sleep [01:25.340] [01:30.386] But now, I see the sheep out the window, on green pastures [01:36.802] I hope they have water [01:40.047] I sometimes imagine myself being reincarnated as one [01:44.581] And jumping over these low wired fences to freedom [01:48.961] I wonder how far I could make it without a human catching me [01:52.799] Taming me, bringing me back to their living painting [01:59.039] A life to look at as they wash the dishes [02:03.197] Smeared with my mother's milk that they stole from me [02:09.152] [02:12.636] It's raining, finally [02:15.438] And the van is slowly drifting into the other lane [02:19.411] Eddie is driving [02:21.624] Everyone else is asleep, sometimes coming up for air [02:27.508] Their heads poking up like groundhogs before sinking back into their holes [02:32.681] [02:37.784] But it's not all dark and grim [02:41.295] There are moments of hope [02:43.903] They come to me when it's quiet [02:47.369] They come to me when everyone is synced in their levels of happy [02:51.843] Which doesn't happen so often [02:54.064] But when it does, it's nice [02:58.855] [03:06.114] I wonder if we'll look back and think that these miles of cornfields [03:12.907] These anguished breaths, these forced smiles, these moments when we're gone [03:20.116] The momentary calms [03:22.631] And the thousands of little bugs pressed against our windshield [03:29.219] Were all worth it [03:31.567] [03:45.941] I don't know exactly where I'm supposed to be [03:54.155] It's a hollow thought that takes control of me [04:02.521] [04:03.074] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:05.088] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:07.153] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:09.371] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:11.406] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:13.132] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:15.205] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:17.325] Don't stop (Giving up) [04:19.055] [04:19.460] I don't know exactly where I'm supposed to be [04:27.148] It's a hollow thought that takes control of me [04:34.912] [04:35.975] I don't know exactly where I'm supposed to be [04:43.448] It's a hollow thought that takes control of me