[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.
[00:34.117] Still here boasting my emotions
[00:36.310] Now copin' while ****in' ****less
[00:38.523] Let the **** head breathe in slowly
[00:40.586] Look, maybe I'll show you hopeless
[00:42.921] Load the ammo, $carecrow no shadow
[00:45.699] Bloody piano, sold-out gallows
[00:48.435] My mind so harrowed from tragic backgrounds
[00:52.060] Pickin' up a trip, up off of my meds, nose deep in *********
[00:55.902] Window shoppin' for my father's problems
[00:58.683] Do you have some options?
[01:00.337] My hand numb from gripping the pistol, trigger finger careless
[01:05.039] My heart out to my girl, I know that lovin' me's a challenge
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[01:27.022] Garbage, what I'm spewin', sluggish, how I'm movin'
[01:31.334] **** is what I'm choosin' if you ask me how I'm doin;
[01:35.098] I'll be cruisin', coastin', usin', dosin'
[01:37.954] Just don't overdo it, hopin' I don't ****in' lose it
[01:41.745] Rope in hand I tied the noose, it's open
[01:45.023] Another night I blacked out, lyin; on the bathroom floor
[01:48.269] I ain't gon' back out, I ain't gon' lash out
[01:50.441] I guarantee I'll have some more
[01:52.572] I'll run off into the void, head first
[01:54.736] They tried to avoid said thirst
[01:56.690] I'm tryna ignore the words and things about me
[01:59.199] Desolate, narrate the fact that I miss my old self
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[02:02.197] I feel like I hit rock-bottom, and another trap door opened and I plunged further into despair
[02:08.727] God only gives us as much suffering as we can endure
[02:11.806] And he piles on the shit to see if we'll break? Why?
[02:14.890] To test our faith, and to make us appreciate the good that we have
[02:19.105] Well, forgive me for sayin' so, reverend, but God is a sick ****