[00:10.92]Yeah, grew up with killers, I ain't know they was killers
[00:15.99]We was just together man, playing Mega Man on Sega, man
[00:20.32]Your mama loved me to death, she reminded me of Afeni
[00:23.55]Yeah, a real black queen
[00:25.05]If I had a genie, I'd wish that she ain't struggle no more
[00:28.25]Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all the roaches if she wasn't so poor
[00:32.38]You told me when you came to my house this **** was like a timeout
[00:36.19]From reality, one night you asked me what I'm crying 'bout
[00:39.48]'Cause you was staying over for the weekend
[00:41.59]I woke up from out my sleep when I heard mama and my stepfather beefin'
[00:46.00]I don't know if he'd been drinkin', but I know this **** got loud
[00:48.99]And I heard rumbling from struggling and rolling on the ground
[00:52.40]Could never get used to that sound, my mama saying "Get off me!"
[00:55.88]My tears is tumbling now, I wish that you never saw me
[00:58.96]'Cause I felt like a coward, so powerless I was only twelve
[01:02.76]I wish I wouldla bust through that door my ******* self
[01:05.84]And grab the Glock right off the ******* shelf, if nothing else
[01:09.04]Scared a ***** ****less, there goes two of my wishes
[01:12.31]Forever scarred, determined to get some heart
[01:15.39]No matter how big the *****, no matter how small you are
[01:18.58]Fast forward to our older years, two different paths
[01:21.93]You used to talk to me 'bout college, but that **** didn't last
[01:24.92]Waste of potential, getting cash, what could I say?
[01:27.95]So tired of not having things, you'd never see it my way, too proud to fold
[01:32.28]Your demise, one day much to my surprise
[01:35.02]My ***** called me, told me you just caught a body twice your size
[01:38.48]I asked if it was self defense, he said it was defense of pride
[01:41.53]And that they tryna give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five, damn
[01:45.40]Not my *****, the same one that told me
[01:48.29]That things always get better, just trust me, don't cry my *****
[01:51.56]The news call him a killer, but he my *****
[01:54.85]Sad shit, ayo genie last wish, free my *****
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