[00:00.00]There comes a time when the blank, [00:04.57]the blankness of future is so extreme, [00:07.44]it is such a black wall of nothingness, [00:11.37]not even of bad things, [00:12.77]it’s not like there's a cave full of monsters [00:14.73]that you are afraid of entering, the future. [00:17.04]It’s just nothingness. [00:18.96]The néant as the French would say. [00:20.89]Le vide, the void, the emptiness [00:23.87]and it is …uh... just horrible. [00:39.72]Help,I have done it again [00:49.51]And,the worst part is there's no one else to blame [01:00.54]Be my friend [01:07.71]Hold me,wrap me up [01:17.13]Unfold me [01:20.03]I am small [01:27.01]I'm needy [01:29.98]Warm me up [01:36.58]And breathe me [01:41.58]It’s horrible to contemplate a futureless future, [01:45.07]if that isn’t too impossible. [01:47.36]And so you just want to step out of it. [01:52.54]To step out of the whole race, the whole business. [01:57.34]The monstrosity of being alive overwhelms you. [02:01.85]And be my friend [02:10.23]Hold me, wrap me up [02:19.62]Unfold me [02:22.48]I am small [02:29.63]I'm needy [02:32.45]Warm me up [02:39.58]And breathe me