[00:07.49]Hey... [00:10.16]Can you hear me? [00:13.70]I just wanted to let you know... [00:19.50]Hmm... [00:21.36]I hope you can hear what I write to you [00:23.11]How could I say goodbye to you? [00:24.72]When I'm a life that came out of the inside of a life that was inside of you [00:28.31]I gotta respect the way you provided food, for the whole fam [00:29.89]You came over a moon rush supporting a mar jays old man [00:33.20]Cold double 8, 8 kids bare wheels [00:35.42]Plus racists full of hatred in your own plant [00:36.87]3 jobs in a day [00:37.94]Rest in life in you working but you were never stress free [00:40.28]Just locked in a cage slaving [00:41.81]They said there were gold in the pavements [00:43.53]But you came and saw the road to amazement [00:45.25]Broke your heart [00:46.02]But still you were prone to last and your sorrow was over fast [00:48.51]I hope your listening right [00:50.29]I still think of you every Sunday [00:52.49]No one can top your chicken and rice [00:54.05]Even through the darkness times [00:55.31]You held us all up because your vision was bright [00:57.32]I knew your strength was your wisdom inside [00:59.21]You never let anyone see your heartache [01:01.08]You just got on with it [01:02.54]Anyone tells me that they knew you said you were beautiful [01:04.89]And your words you would stand strong with it [01:06.28]Cause they were like warmth on a winter night [01:07.98]But I was just too young to go on with it [01:09.64]And there somethings I could try to do [01:11.39]But it's an impossible task for me to even try to say goodbye to you [01:15.00]I couldn't do that, I owe my life to you. [01:16.64]And of the pieces of my soul... [01:20.01](Because I need a sign, I hope this pain will heal in time...) [01:24.21]You know I never want to be alo-on-on-one... [01:29.41]I can see the stars as a cold wind greets the air [01:33.42]And will you think of me up there? [01:36.59]Can I say goodbye to you? [01:42.88]And paint the stains of the teardrops down my face [01:47.10]Or feel the chill of your warm embrace? [01:50.57]Can I say goodbye to you? Ohh... [01:57.92]I think you phoney [01:58.73]I was younger with the knowledge of things that I know now [02:00.91]I would be by your side when you needed me [02:02.82]Instead of asking you 'Nan can I go out? ' [02:04.35]Standing in a road with the gangs that I know now [02:06.14]Everyone's missing you loads, Jessica's grown up [02:08.73]Warreen, Lauren and Alex are fine and I'm living with hope Warreen, Lauren [02:11.22]It's been a while since I've seen C and the mouths [02:12.83]I miss seeing a family, being a family [02:14.92]And us agreeing with smiles how it used to be as a child [02:17.44]But as time goes by, the bridge seems longer [02:19.74]Family problems have never been funny [02:21.50] [02:23.16]She took all our inheritance money [02:24.75]Left the rest of us to pick up the pieces [02:26.48]I never forgive the way she betrayed us [02:28.37]There ain't a big enough reason [02:29.66]Before I sell out my fam I'll be giving up breathing [02:31.82]But I guess that everyone's different [02:33.59]Or should I say no one's perfect? [02:35.35]She had happiness in front of her [02:36.75]But chose to ride the wave that no ones surfing [02:38.68]Since you gone the foundations crumbled [02:40.38]So building it back up is my next step [02:42.18]I got all the bricks and the cement but [02:43.99]It's hard when it's done, I don't know what to expect [02:45.35]So give me the strength that I need to perform this task [02:47.80]Make it right, I must do [02:48.96]And I ask cause I trust you [02:50.29]It goes way beyond a song when I say I love you [02:52.58]And of the pieces of my soul... [02:56.00](Because I need a sign I hope this pain will heal in time...) [03:00.23]You know I never wanna be alo-oh-oh-one... [03:05.26]I can see the stars as a cold the wind greets the air [03:09.55]And will you think of me up there? [03:13.57]Can I say goodbye to you? [03:18.81]And paint the stains of the teardrops down my face [03:23.11]Or feel the chill of your warm embrace? [03:27.09]Can I say goodbye to you? Ohh... [03:33.53]It's just for now so I should hush... [03:37.35]I'll never get enough, I'll see you when I see you but, [03:40.26]I miss you... Ohh how I miss you... [03:46.66]It's just for now so I should hush... [03:50.94]I'll never get enough, I'll see you when I see you but, [03:54.27]I miss you... Ohh how I miss you... [04:00.88]There ain't enough words to describe [04:02.57]How sorry I am for the pain that I caused [04:04.24]Sorry for when I stuck up my own blood [04:06.04]We were young and he said it was rapeing his broad [04:07.77]And for the day police came to the door [04:09.32]I'm sorry for being such a bad youth [04:10.99]Stealing from your purse and making you mourn [04:12.92]I never been able to say this before [04:14.44]Cause I was so inconsiderate [04:16.08]You loved me unconditionally [04:17.40]And I took advantage of it like a idiot [04:19.27]Not seeing the pure soul that I was living with [04:21.10]I really hope that you can forgive me [04:22.77]You going away was a punishment [04:24.49]But I won't let go I'm holding you with me [04:26.22]But I still fight the emotions within me [04:27.94]I can see the stars as the cold wind greets the air [04:31.90]And will you think of me up there? [04:34.86]And can I say goodbye to you? [04:40.94]And paint the stains of the teardrops down your face, [04:45.52]Feel the chill of your warm embrace? [04:48.92]And can I say goodbye to you? [04:54.81]I can see the stars as a cold wind greets the air, [04:59.26]And will you think of me up there? [05:02.74]Can I say goodbye to you? [05:08.47]And paint the stains of the teardrops down my face [05:12.69]Or feel the chill of your warm embrace? [05:16.73]Can I say goodbye to you...? [05:23.28]