Hold It Together
She said "are you okay?"
And I'm staring into space
It's making her nervous cause one thing is certain
I don't have my head on straight
We're trying to get through each week
On two or three hours of sleep
I said "they be patient"
That we're going to make it
I have to admit that I'm struggling
They say take it slow
But the world keeps spinning
And that I don't control
And so there I go
Trying to act normal
So they won't know that
I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
They say that they sympathize
I'm grateful they take the time
But bringing it up at this six year old birthday
It kinda ***** up my vibe
We end on an awkward note
I make the most awkward joke
Too dark to be funny
I shouldn't have come it'd be weird to go home
And I'm struggling
They say take it slow
But the world keeps spinning
And that I don't control
And so there I go
Trying to act normal
So they won't know that
I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
Oh I don't know what else to try
Pretend I'm in control
But I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling
Oh I don't know what else to try
Pretend I'm in control
But I'm just trying to hold my s*it together
Together darling