[00:20.29]I've got holes in both my feet
[00:24.63]And empty shotgun shells beneath
[00:29.43]I've been shooting up a storm
[00:34.67]Intentionally trying to eliminate
[00:38.64]What stands beneath me standing and the floor
[00:43.17]This bed on two by fours
[00:48.47]Where I hide my defeated side
[00:53.61]Just held together barely getting by
[01:00.46]Beneath my weight
[01:04.12]Decisions that I’ve made
[01:08.66]I habitually cycle through
[01:14.22]And loop them on repeat
[01:20.77]In the worst way
[01:31.07]In my worst way
[01:38.32]
[01:48.46]Been digging graves with my bare hands
[01:54.23]So inefficiently
[01:58.69]And the right ways I’ll just never understand
[02:09.49]Lock me indoors, swallow my key
[02:15.00]Let’s see if I can claw my way through walls
[02:21.40]Or get some ******* sleep
[02:30.18]And dream of missing out
[02:34.12]The chance to shoot myself right in the foot again
[02:42.02]Within the first few hours
[02:50.40]Of quiet and peace, two things I’m told that I should need
[03:00.25]But my requirements for those two polar opposites
[03:07.30]Are two hungry mouths to feed