[00:43.93]Yeah I’m feeling good [00:47.07]But what does that even mean [00:50.50]I’m still scared [00:52.44]I know that death is waiting for me [00:57.03]I don’t feel prepared [00:59.30]I got family praying for me [01:03.68]Cause it’s been too long that [01:06.38]I’ve been on the brink of insanity [01:11.80]I cannot see [01:15.23]The person in the mirror has never been me [01:25.40]But my blood turns the dust into roses [01:38.78]My blood turns the dust into roses [01:52.48]I’m chasing all these dreams they run from me [01:59.15]And I can’t keep up [02:01.96]But I’m ******* trying [02:05.89]I feel like all I’ve ever had is me [02:12.62]And I feel like I still don't ****** know me