[00:39.82]I can feel the weight of the wind in my home town
[00:43.77]Cause ain't **** changed since the last time I been around
[00:48.44]And I been feeling low, feeling slow, feeling run down
[00:52.55]I said "I been doing well," truth is I don't know now
[00:57.44]And I can hear the pain in the way you say my name
[01:01.96]The cold gaze in your eyes
[01:06.69]Tell me all the things that keep you up and night
[01:10.92]If you sleep forever then you'll never have to fight
[01:14.60]Where do I start
[01:15.62]I got a big ego and a small heart
[01:18.00]Rolling through with a bad attitude
[01:20.24]And a mother ****ing chip on my shoulder too
[01:22.44]I'm like damn, how did it get like this?
[01:24.62]I still hate my life, I'm still full of ****
[01:27.28]And I got a thing for destruction
[01:29.60]Down all the pills, said "**** the instructions"
[01:33.07]I can make the things that I love die
[01:37.49]Ruin everything that's kept me alive
[01:42.06]Push away the people who stood by my side
[01:46.58]They ask me why I do it I don't know why
[01:51.40]I can make the things that I love die
[01:55.81]Ruin everything that's kept me alive
[02:00.45]Push away the people who stood by my side
[02:04.85]They ask me why I do it I don't know why