[00:05.56]Trying to be still
[00:08.53]I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
[00:13.29]I wanna believe that I can turn it around
[00:18.19]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
[00:24.97]Try to not be small
[00:27.84]I wanna believe that someone never lets go
[00:32.81]I wanna believe that I can turn it around
[00:37.66]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
[00:44.60]Imma give it to you straight; No filter
[00:46.52]I could live a million lives, but it never killed her
[00:48.97]I was on the edge of dying, feeling unfulfilled
[00:51.35]I could cry 'til I'm blind, lose my will to live
[00:53.68]Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place
[00:56.31]Look up to the sky asking, "Why?" with a blank face
[00:58.99]How the world went grey
[00:59.95]So they kept me in a nut house
[01:01.26]Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route
[01:03.69]Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out
[01:06.06]Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down
[01:08.55]Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down
[01:10.78]Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now
[01:13.36]Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent
[01:15.54]When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent
[01:17.96]I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
[01:20.34]Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor
[01:23.83]Trying to be still
[01:26.61]I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
[01:31.63]I wanna believe that I can turn it around
[01:36.33]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
[01:43.26]Try to not be small
[01:46.23]I wanna believe that someone never lets go
[01:51.34]I wanna believe that I can turn it around
[01:55.84]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
[02:03.04]Getting up in front of millions is a contrast
[02:05.27]With the slime and grime, on my money, making hard pass
[02:07.90]"Live fast, die young," was the motto
[02:09.82]I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent, like I gotta
[02:12.20]All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove
[02:14.44]That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools
[02:17.52]They was lookin' at the ***** with a price tag
[02:19.65]Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag
[02:22.53]Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it
[02:24.61]Family won't talk to me, they wish that I was perfect
[02:27.15]Out on the street and I felt defeated
[02:29.26]I was livin' out my car, it was hardly heated
[02:31.69]Got scars on my heart and it's barely beatin'
[02:34.06]Was a hell and I couldn't find the help I needed
[02:36.45]I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
[02:38.97]Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor
[02:41.56]Trying to be still
[02:44.59]I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
[02:49.38]I wanna believe that I can turn it around
[02:54.17]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
[03:01.19]Try to not be small
[03:04.11]I wanna believe that someone never lets go
[03:08.84]I wanna believe that I can turn it around
[03:13.69]Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out