[00:01.20]Holding on doesn’t feel the same
[00:07.21]Nothing seems to cover up the pain
[00:14.06]Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same
[00:19.47]About me, baby
[00:26.65]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
[00:33.42](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[00:39.42]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
[00:46.05](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[00:51.83]Yeah, I’ve just been so numb, it feels like nothing’s real
[00:55.50]I’ve just been so empty, I can’t ******’ feel
[00:58.70]But I can feel my body start to fade
[01:01.01]My heart is cold that’s why
[01:02.63]I’m so sick of taking all these ******’ pills
[01:04.95]I don’t ever talk about it much
[01:07.31]Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
[01:10.51]You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
[01:13.80]I was in it til’ the end, you was in it for the rush
[01:16.96]See I’m scared of being hurt and I’m scared of getting close
[01:20.19]Cause’ the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
[01:23.24]But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke
[01:26.47]Now I’m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to ******’ choke
[01:29.71]The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
[01:32.73]And the scars that we can’t see are the hardest to heal
[01:35.80]I gave you everything, I’m just left with all of these pills
[01:38.78]And even though I ******’ hate you, you have part of me still
[01:42.08]Cry for you, I promised that I would never ******’ cry for you
[01:45.82]Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you
[01:48.59]Plea for you, I do anything, I ******’ plea for you
[01:52.06]Why can’t you understand, I ******’ needed you
[01:54.21]Holding on doesn’t feel the same
[02:00.91]Nothing seems to cover up the pain
[02:07.92]Baby, I’ve been trying but you can't feel the same
[02:13.10]About me, baby
[02:20.53]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
[02:27.04](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[02:33.08]Baby I’ve been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
[02:39.60](Baby) I’ve been trying, holding on, holding on
[02:46.35]Baby, baby, baby, baby
[02:55.53]Holding on doesn’t feel the same
[02:58.89]Baby, baby, baby, baby
[03:07.84]Nothing seems to cover up the pain