[00:00.000] 作词 : RA [00:01.000] 作曲 : RA [00:19.690]I don't know what to do [00:21.106]Everything around me turn my brain into stew [00:22.750]Last night saw her through the window with some other dude [00:24.422]I just wanna take a plane fly to Malibu [00:26.200]My world turning up side down [00:27.727]Like I'm in the deep dark ocean bout to drown [00:29.465]really dont know what happens next [00:31.021]I am like a bomb on it's finally countdown [00:32.977]Sitting on the bed with a head full of regrets [00:34.539]Cannot fall asleep so I got a pack of cigarettes [00:36.330]Using alcohol tryna make myself forget [00:38.064]But all it did was making me upset [00:39.845]I don't f*****g know [00:40.950]Wanna ask what my future really holds [00:42.645]Too many stories to be told I [00:44.297]Don't wanna deal with my issues [00:45.837]I feel like I'm suicidal [00:46.854]I feel so lonely [00:47.966]Now that I ain't got anybody that can help me [00:49.590]Had to deal with all the bulls**t by myself only [00:51.248]Honestly I really don't know where to even begin [00:53.108]And it kinda really has been [00:54.697]I don't wanna think too much it make my head spin [00:56.422]I may seem alive on the outside but really I'm [00:58.473]Already dead within [01:02.406]I f*****g need some help [01:04.087]I can't go through by myself [01:05.686]All the voices in my head so loud [01:07.428]I don't know what to do right now [01:08.964]I may just give up on myself [01:10.665]So that I can solve the problems that I haven't dealt with [01:12.555]I'm trapped in the world of confusion [01:14.055]Everyday I ask myself if I can peace out right now [01:16.042]I f*****g need some help [01:17.393]I can't go through by myself [01:18.981]All the voices in my head so loud [01:20.672]I don't know what to do right now [01:22.217]I may just give up on myself [01:23.970]So that I can solve the problems that I haven't dealt with [01:25.749]I'm trapped in the world of confusion [01:27.330]Everyday I ask myself if I can peace out right now [01:35.577] [01:42.176]I don't know what to do [01:43.859]Everything around me turn my brain into stew [01:45.463]Last night saw her through the window with some other dude [01:47.179]I just wanna take a plane fly to Malibu [01:49.011]My world turning up side down [01:50.510]Like I'm in the deep dark ocean bout to drown [01:52.159]really dont know what happens next [01:53.822]I am like a bomb on it's finally countdown [01:55.745]Why am I so depressed [01:57.059]Just look around many things to be impressed [01:58.687]Starting to realize I'm actually blessed [02:00.746]By god who gave me this life to live [02:02.088]And it's not in my best interest to throw it away [02:04.206]For some s**t that I cannot move past [02:05.630]I don't wanna live in a world infested [02:07.384]With hatred with sadness with meaningless damage [02:11.439]I don't f*****g need help [02:13.592]I can go thru by myself [02:15.167]Ain't no voices in my head right now [02:16.929]What will I become only time will tell [02:18.528]Why would I give up on my self [02:20.244]Still got bunch of bulls**t problems that I haven't dealt with [02:22.055]Wanna live in a world where people spread love [02:23.857]Wanna living in a world that is all built on trust [02:25.553]I don't f*****g need help [02:26.881]I can go thru by myself [02:28.495]Ain't no voices in my head right now [02:30.180]What will I become only time will tell [02:31.862]Why would I give up on my self [02:33.511]Still got bunch of bulls**t problems that I haven't dealt with [02:35.284]Wanna live in a world where people spread love [02:37.024]Wanna living in a world that is all built on trust