[00:38.61]It feels like falling.
[00:42.91]It feels like rain.
[00:46.72]Like losing my balance
[00:51.17]Again and again.
[00:55.07]It once was so easy;
[00:59.42]Breathe in. breathe out.
[01:03.50]But at the foot of this mountain,
[01:07.73]I only see clouds.
[01:11.91]I feel out of focus,
[01:15.88]Or at least indisposed
[01:19.76]As this strange weather pattern
[01:23.98]Inside me takes hold.
[01:28.26]Each brave step forward,
[01:31.84]I take three steps behind
[01:36.64]It's mind over matter
[01:40.69]Matter over mind.
[01:43.78]
[01:44.98]Slowly,
[01:51.32]Then all at once.
[01:57.60]A single loose thread
[02:03.66]And it all comes undone.
[02:07.19]
[02:43.48]Where there is light,
[02:47.07]A shadow appears.
[02:51.19]The cause and effect
[02:54.90]When life interferes.
[02:59.35]The same rule applies
[03:03.44]To goodness and grief;
[03:07.64]For in our great sorrow,
[03:11.67]We learn what joy means.
[03:15.58]
[03:32.98]I don’t want to fight,
[03:34.66]I don’t want to fight it.
[03:36.66]I don’t want to fight,
[03:38.74]I don’t want to fight it.
[03:40.84]I don’t want to fight,
[03:42.76]I don’t want to fight it.
[03:44.85]But i will learn to fight,
[03:46.77]I will learn fight
[03:48.64]Til this pendulum finds equilibrium.
[03:56.50]
[04:00.95]Slowly,
[04:06.84]Then all at once.
[04:12.94]The dark clouds depart,
[04:18.78]And the damage is done.
[04:24.43]
[04:24.75]So pardon the dust
[04:30.55]While this all settles in.
[04:36.23]With a broken heart,
[04:42.09]Transformation begins.
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