Petals
I've often wondered if there's
ever been a perfect family
I've always longed for undividedness
And sought stability

A flower taught me how to pray
But as I grew, that flower changed
She started flailing in the wind
Like golden petals scattering
And I miss you, dandelion
And even love you

And I wish there was a way
For me to trust you but it hurts me every time
I try to touch you

But I miss you, dandelion
And even love you

I gravitated towards a patriarch
So young predictably
I was resigned to spend my life
Within a maze of misery
A boy and a girl befriended me
We're bonded through despondency
I stayed so long, but finally
I fled to save my sanity
And I miss you, little sis and little brother

And I hope you realize
I'll always love you (Always love you)
And although you're struggling, you will recover
(We're gonna make it, maybe)
And I miss you, little sis and little brother

So many I considered
closest to me

Turned on a dime and sold me
out dutifully

Although that knife was chipping
away at me they turned their eyes away and
 went home to sleep(Sleep, sleep, sleep)

And I missed a lot of life,
but I'll recover

Though I know you really like
 to see me suffer

Still I wish that you and I'd
 forgive each other

'Cause I miss you, Valentine,
and really loved you
I really loved you (I guess I loved you)

I tried so hard,
but you drove me away
To preserve my sanity

And I found the strength
 to break away(Do-do-do-do-do)
Fly